There has been a thousand times in my life when I thought I should've given up. My hardest moment in life was when I found out about my daughter. There was so much going on with my parents, my boyfriend, school, just everything. I was so stressed. Tyler kept telling me to put her up for adoption. My parents wanted me to move out. I was the only one working wile Tyler sat at home all day.
I was so stressed out. I didnt want to deal with it. Then Tyler left. Not just me, but Cali too. I was depressed for a long time. Yeah it sounds like something stupid to be depresed about but I was already under alot of stress. I was already diagnosed with depression before my pregnancy so all of this was not helping. There was a point where I didn't want anythig to do with Cali. I pawned her off on my grandparents every chance I got. I partied a lot. I didn't wanna think about it. But now, I wouldn't trade her for the world. I can't believe I would've ever thought that about her. It wasn't her fault. She couldn't control it. I love her. I would never give up on her..
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